Most of my things being gone RuneScape gold My brain being lonely. No one monitoring my states of depression or money. Though I should be in a shelter.What if no one believes me So far no one outside has that could actually help me.
How would a police person suddenly believe me I try to logicalize it as safety everyone needs to be safe but my heart knows my n parents will see it as some kinda revenge. Were black were spoon fed police story and even more if there narcs.
What if a life where it looks and feels good is idealism What if a love with poisonous abuse is unrealistic even for me.What if my brother will not go to a better place what if I will never see him again I have always been unwanted if I am wanted I don't suspect it.
I think there's a ulterior motive.A police officer believe me RS gold I don't look nice enough to be credible just shaved my edges I will be angry or have a panic attack. I will look tortured. My mother will try to shout a thousand reasons why. To fool him. Maybe even should my old kid diagnosis of schizophrenia or slow processing disorder or the fact I am a suicide risk .